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Yes, I'm Fine.
You need not worry about me any longer,
for I am soon to be gone.
I am drowning here in a pool of my own crimson tears,
and all you can do is sit and watch in disbelief.
It does not bother me that you couldn't help,
for I knew that would be the case.
No it is in knowing that you did not even try,
that really disturbs me.
You sat there watching me day by day,
as I cried, cut and bled.
You could see the pain behind my eyes,
the pain deep within, yet you did nothing.
You asked me if I was okay,
to which I smiled and said "Yes, I'm fine"
but inside I was screaming, crying even.
If you had to ask if I was okay, is it not obvious that I am not!?
I hate the fact that you had to ask.
I regret everything I have done in this life.
The only good thing I have ever done is when I met you,
and look where that has got us...
The only advice I can give you for the future is,
that if you ever fell the need to ask someone if they are okay,
DON'T! They obviously aren't.
Offer them a helping hand.
Had you
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Empty Bed
Tonight I'll rock my broken heart to sleep,
Cradled softly on my tear stained pillow
I'll close my eyes and search my mind,
For a thought not occupied by you.
And I pull my knees close to my chest,
And play the game I always do:
Tell myself everything's just fine,
That tomorrow I'll awake
With your arms wrapped around me.
Yet I'll awake with the cool dawn,
Cold and lost in this empty bed,
Pull the blankets tight around me,
The scent of you is overwhelming.
And I'll let these fragile memories,
Sooth me back into restless sleep.
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To Whom It May Concern
To Whom It May Concern:
I'm not perfect and I never promised I would be. If that's what you were hoping for well then you went to the wrong place. I do everything I can and I'm sorry if it's not good enough for you. I can't make everyone happy and as I try it's destroying me. I'm only one person, I can't fix everyone, I can't fix everything and try as I might I just keep fucking things up.
I can't fix you. I can help, I can advise, I can help you process your thoughts, but I can't fix it when someone else's life has fallen apart, and mines sitting in pieces at my feet.
I want to leave, I want to run away and never look back. Home means nothing to me anymore, it's a place where I sleep, and where I dream of being somewhere better. The concept of home is a place where you can turn to when the world turns on you, where you'll be accepted no matter what, and where you'll find love and comfort. My house hasn't been a home in a long time.
If you're looking to me to change the world, well the
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Burning
It seems as if I'm hollow once more
My emotions have taken their last turn on me
No more words to say because the pain is too great
Twisting and turning, I fall more and more behind in life
Letting things get racked up
But in the end I come back to one thing
I shouldn't have came back
I don't belong in your world nor mine
I don't know where to go from this
It just all hurts too much
I just want to end it all
No, life itself has more meaning than pain and death
For the first time in a long time, I cried myself to sleep feeling helpless
I know there are people around me, that love me
But I feel as if nothing they say can help
It's just too much to deal with
The pain, it burns in my heart
Putting everything that I built into flames
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A Relationship Filled With..
A Relationship Filled With Hatred
Do you hate me?
I know you do
I'm just the fucking bitch
You're forced to call your daughter
How do you survive?
Living with me
Telling people you love me
Even though it's all pretend
How can you call yourself a father?
When you possess none of the qualities
No father could hate his child
But you do
What if I was a boy?
Would you like me then?
That can't be what's so wrong with me
Cause you love my sister
Do you dream of killing me?
Cause in your presence
I feel the vibe off you
Wishing I was six feet under
Have you been counting the days?
Since the agony of my being born
Till the day I will leave this house
And you can forget my existence
What did I do?
To make you despise me so
I always try my best
But I just cant seem to get it right around you
Have you always hated me?
The moment you seen me
Your heart filled with loathing
Only for me
Or has your hatred grown?
As I have grown older
Maybe I'm just one of those people
You could never get along with
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maRtoUK Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2005
you are so naturally beautiful :heart:
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MidnightPixies Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2005
:) Congrads on the 400 well more like 450 now views..hehe...thanks for the favs


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MidnightPixies Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2005
:) Thanks for the fav. :hug:
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SykoRyoko Featured By Owner May 7, 2005
*flails about* JENNIII. I LOVE YOU! LIKE WOAHHH. Thank you for commenting on my piccy. :heart:
You saw it, only it wasn't colored. hehe.
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muncherkins15 Featured By Owner May 8, 2005   Photographer
Hehe anything for my Sara Jane!! :heart:
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Peaches464 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2005   Writer
Thanks for the fav sis!! Ly so much!! :hug:
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