cause you lied again.
what's new?
cause you never keep your promises.
they really don't mean a thing.
cause you keep doing this over & over again.
so sick of this.
cause you're stupid & i hate you for this.
yeah, you heard me.
cause you say you love us.
..another lie.
cause it'll never be the same.
i've said this once before.
cause this hurts so bad. so bad.
Why do I bother,
Waiting for you,
Just to talk to you.
Oh it's all about you.
You know it's true.
Even for just a second, you cross my mind.
I light up with joy when I hear your name,
Whether it's you or not,
You're on my mind.
All the times we had shared,
All the times we will never share.
It just seems so surreal.
But now we'll never know,
What we could've been,
Or who we could've been.
All that mattered was the truth,
And you broke that trust.
Threw it out and stepped on it till it was gone.
You don't know who you're hurting.
You don't know how we feel.
You're out and about,
With no place to be found.
It hurts so much to tell you this,
But without you,
We're better off alone.
Tell me,
Will it ever stop,
All the sadness and the pain?
She said we didn't need you,
When you're all we really have.
*I never thought you'd be so real,
that's what I liked most about you.
In my thoughts,
Day and night,
It was all about you.
All of what I thought knew,
just fell back on top of you.
Thrown into my face,
theres no doubt,
You're so fake.*
*My knees would tremble every time I talked to you,
I guess I only felt that way.
You lead me on like a fool,
You were all I wanted,
I thought you were all I needed.
Denying it didn't help you,
It just came back to you.
Now you can't even look me in the eye,
I wonder why.*
*I wish I could just throw it all away,
All the pain,
All the sorrow,
But it's not possible.
You did what you did,
And as people say,
"Everything happens for a reason".
I guess you had a reason.
You say you didn't want to hurt me,
You say you didn't want to make me mad,
But you did.
I feel sorry for you,
Because you have to live with what you did.
I'm no one important,
But I guarantee you won't forget,
What you did,
How you did it,
Why you did,
And whom you did it to.*
Why should I say hello to you..
When you come in late at night.
You expect me to drop everything I'm doing,
Just for you.
You don't know how I feel,
You don't know what I see,
You don't know everything that you think you do,
About me.
It finally hit me today,
The tears ran down my face.
You came in,
Sat down,
Didn't say one word,
And you started to realize that everything isn't alright.
When I saw your tears,
And all the pain,
I knew for once that you knew how I felt,
For a change.
To sit there and see you walk out the door,
With no goodbye or I'm sorry,
Hurts more than you could ever imagine.
You were the one thing that made me feel happy,
The one thing I was proud of.
When she was mad,
And he stuck up for you,
No one ever thought about me.
No one ever asked how I felt,
I'm supposed to be daddy's little girl.
I'll always be your angel,
But will you always be my dad?
The one I can count on,
The one who is there for me,
The one who will stop everything,
Just for me?
I fear for what you have become,
I fear for what I see.
Frightened by the yelling,
Frightened by the crying.
I'm afraid of what will happen,
Am I losing you once again?
Are you leaving me?
I wish you could tell me the truth,
I thought you could tell me everything and anything.
You need not worry about me any longer,
for I am soon to be gone.
I am drowning here in a pool of my own crimson tears,
and all you can do is sit and watch in disbelief.
It does not bother me that you couldn't help,
for I knew that would be the case.
No it is in knowing that you did not even try,
that really disturbs me.
You sat there watching me day by day,
as I cried, cut and bled.
You could see the pain behind my eyes,
the pain deep within, yet you did nothing.
You asked me if I was okay,
to which I smiled and said "Yes, I'm fine"
but inside I was screaming, crying even.
If you had to ask if I was okay, is it not obvious tha
Tonight I'll rock my broken heart to sleep,
Cradled softly on my tear stained pillow
I'll close my eyes and search my mind,
For a thought not occupied by you.
And I pull my knees close to my chest,
And play the game I always do:
Tell myself everything's just fine,
That tomorrow I'll awake
With your arms wrapped around me.
Yet I'll awake with the cool dawn,
Cold and lost in this empty bed,
Pull the blankets tight around me,
The scent of you is overwhelming.
And I'll let these fragile memories,
Sooth me back into restless sleep.
To Whom It May Concern by meg-i-licious, literature
Literature
To Whom It May Concern
To Whom It May Concern:
I'm not perfect and I never promised I would be. If that's what you were hoping for well then you went to the wrong place. I do everything I can and I'm sorry if it's not good enough for you. I can't make everyone happy and as I try it's destroying me. I'm only one person, I can't fix everyone, I can't fix everything and try as I might I just keep fucking things up.
I can't fix you. I can help, I can advise, I can help you process your thoughts, but I can't fix it when someone else's life has fallen apart, and mines sitting in pieces at my feet.
I want to leave, I want to run away and never look back. Home means not
It seems as if I'm hollow once more
My emotions have taken their last turn on me
No more words to say because the pain is too great
Twisting and turning, I fall more and more behind in life
Letting things get racked up
But in the end I come back to one thing
I shouldn't have came back
I don't belong in your world nor mine
I don't know where to go from this
It just all hurts too much
I just want to end it all
No, life itself has more meaning than pain and death
For the first time in a long time, I cried myself to sleep feeling helpless
I know there are people around me, that love me
But I feel as if nothing they say can help
A Relationship Filled With.. by faded--soul, literature
Literature
A Relationship Filled With..
A Relationship Filled With Hatred
Do you hate me?
I know you do
I'm just the fucking bitch
You're forced to call your daughter
How do you survive?
Living with me
Telling people you love me
Even though it's all pretend
How can you call yourself a father?
When you possess none of the qualities
No father could hate his child
But you do
What if I was a boy?
Would you like me then?
That can't be what's so wrong with me
Cause you love my sister
Do you dream of killing me?
Cause in your presence
I feel the vibe off you
Wishing I was six feet under
Have you been counting the days?
Since the agony of my being born
Till the day I
Hating your smile
Hating your touch
Hating the way
you understand my thoughts.
Hating the birds
and the way they sing.
Hating the wind
and how free it seems.
Hating you
and the way you make me feel.
Hating me, hating the way
I want to be free.
Hating your embraces
and your lips on mine.
Hating the way
I know this is a lie.
'Cause I don't really
hate the things above.
So bear with me
and the things I say I hate.
I just don't feel like wanting them
now that you're gone.
So now I try to hate them
and I try to hate you.
But it didn't really work
the way I hoped.
Because I hate missing you
and that's the tru
I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry to the people I'm going to hurt.
I can't help how I feel towards you.
Everytime I see you, my heart starts to race.
Everytime I talk to you, I have a loss for words.
I don't know what to do.
I can't go on keeping the secrets I'm keeping.
My feelings for you are stronger than I have
ever felt before.
And I just don't know what to do, I've fallen
in love with you.
falling tears, lashing angry words
where do we have to restart again
can't we work through this
we use to be the greatest of friends, once more than that
but was it me who ruined this time of happiness
I see the sadness in your eyes, your words
but will the friendship last, can't we work through this together
I know you hate me, but please don't
I still care for you, you were there when I fell, so now it's my turn
listen to me
we can get through this, move on, and be friends once again
don't let this destroy it, don't let this friendship be gone
we had so much and now you want to let it all go
I know you hurt, and it's because of
Sistas
We've been through more than anyone knows.
We keep it to ourselves, so we don't upset others
around us.
Our lives are harder than you could imagine.
Everything we go through we know we'll stay
strong and make it by.
We will be together always and we will be
sistas foreva!!
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